Sometimes I feel like a tool for other people...
I feel like I'm no better than a d*l*o ....
But ITZ FUN :D

Words to repeat each morning in the mirror...
"I will smile no matter how hard the situation will be,
I will have a great day even when I know my gf is sleeping with another man,
I will do something nice for my gf, even though she's a f*cken b*tch
I will serve my country and its people in the time of need,

I will come back home from a hard day or work/school and drink* my heart out
I will fall asleep and have good dreams even if I knew there's no tomorrow
I will live and cherish every moment..."
See if that'll change your life :P

Protita raat chokh bandho korte pari nah...odvut ekta kosto sara sorir mone diye jure ache....ami ki etotai worthless..huh...amar self respect aaj nosto hoe gache...Jibonta ki moja korlo amar sathe...ami ki kore cholbo jani nah...baddo kharap lagche...ami jibone ar kauke bhalobaste parbo nah kono dino, kauke biswas korte parbo nah...ki odvut jala...biswas korte nah para bhison koster....

I am fucking sick and tired believing people and loving them...Why I have to face this situation?? What is my fault?? Have I done anything wrong to love someone and trusting her words?? This is question to god...why?? I am tired of fighting and getting settle in my life....twice in my life just for a girl my career, my life got fucked up...all over...Why?? God do you have answer for this?? LOL...you are also caring for who wasted my life all over....But now I had fixed up my mind that never ever love or fucking waste my own life...moreover waste their life...because they deserve but I don't deserve this fucking set back all the time...

I am going to start my life from today i.e., Nov 4th 2012...I will come back to my original form...she is freaking so greedy about future and for that she can waste my life...today in the evening the last pin in my coffin she will put up...Disgracefully I will pray that she should feel the same pain which she had given me breaching my trust....

And yes soon I will be back to life with a bang...to every action there is an equal and opposite reaction..which I believe always...hope this time it actually works.....

All those fucking people who plays with others faith..be aware..its time for me to give you return....its payback time.......I am back...with fucking no emotion and no heart.......